Counting down the days until Tuesday when I get to see my Jadey again. Hope she has a wicked time at Leeds fest in the mean time and comes back with loads of stories to tell me while we spoon. So so happy with this girl. It all just seems so natural and comfortable with her, my anxiety has improved significantly in the past few weeks. She’s beautiful and I miss her face.
The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.
I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up, and the smile that follows. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I don’t want to share you.