I’m just a needy piece of shit that needs constant reassurance that I’m wanted
I can’t put this in a ‘read more’ on my phone, but I need to let some things out and I have no one to talk to.
I am so alone. They say no reason to stay is a reason to go, and as hard as it is, I’m trying. I can’t stick around in hopes that I might get 1 hour of been treat okay, it’s not worth how low I feel the rear of the time. I don’t want to be here anymore, sleep used to be my escape but now my dreams are plagued with suicide. I was getting their, it had been months (nearly a year) since I’d hurt myself in anyway, lately I’m lucky if I make it 3 days. I’m a human, my feelings are valid, and I’m sick of them being pushed to the side. I can’t do this anymore. I need someone, and you just can’t be them, you’ve proven that. I’m so sorry, even now in the mess were in, you show no sign of caring, no text, no nothing. You’ll care later when you have a minute too, when your stuff is done with and you remember I exist. Don’t bother, cos I won’t for long, I’m done, I don’t want this waste of a life anymore.